my blog, my monologue

c L A U D

listen closely
and feel me

{/back to square one --

Saturday, July 11, 2009 ( 8:02:00 PM )

we once said

i will love you forever and always

until the world stops turning

the sun stops burning

we will still be together

always and always

let the world stop turning

let the sun stop burning

let them tell me love is not worth going through

if it all falls apart

i will still know deep in my heart

the only dream that mattered had come true

in this life

i was loved by you.

{/shortest updates after a longest period --

Wednesday, July 01, 2009 ( 4:47:00 PM )

my first day in shook lin. i am amazed. at how nice the people there are, and how interested i am in working as a lawyer upon completion of my bvc. im sooo 'cannot-wait'. =)

got my results today. i got 3 68% and 2 58%. i am sooo satisfied for the subject of intellectual property law that bothered me the most of its technicality, and despite that, im able to achieve a 2 marks away from a first class. claudia loh! im proud of u!

that's all for the updates bout me recently. will share with u more when im free and the adrenaline drives me to!

{/ --

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ( 5:42:00 PM )

{/future --

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ( 12:38:00 AM )

yilyn wrote this on her facebook wall: tired of always living for the future.
and she said. why are we always living for the future and running past the present?

so SO true. perhaps sometimes we need to stop running, look at ur feet, where you are, and enjoy the present. stop being so stressed out chasing for the future when it is something still unknown. where as the present, you feel it in your hands and your heart, cherish this moment. live now. =)

{/happy mothers' day --

Sunday, May 10, 2009 ( 12:10:00 PM )

just skyped with my family and relatives. they are all in my granny's house celebrating.how i wished i was there instead of burying my head in the books.just a few words to say before i back to that grave:

mum, you make me feel so proud. you are standing strong and i know we are getting out of this very soon. you look beautiful even when your head is bald, your teeth has gone. you are still perfect to me, honestly. thank you for fighting, thank you for showing me how much my parents mean to me. im glad our bond has grown stronger and i am sure the family will not fall apart, i want it to come back to how it was one day. even if you feel disappointed at times, remember i am always here, there is nothing i can do to change them but i will play my part as your daughter. you are the reason i hold on. you showed me how to stand strong. 2 more chemo and we're done with this. bear with it mum.

happy mothers' day. =) to the strongest mum on earth ever.

{/11.31pm --

Friday, May 08, 2009 ( 11:29:00 PM )

'when the visions around you bring tears to your eyes,

when all the things surrounds you are secrets and lies'

who would go on and complete the next lines of this song in my life?

p.s: not emo-ing ok.

{/don't try, just cry. --

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ( 11:55:00 PM )

don't bother finding the key to my heart.

stay away.